WOMEN AND GUNS September 96 Column: Women Shooters Not long ago, I needed new glasses and went first to the eye doctor's. The older you get (and, to be fair, the more technology changes) the more tests you are treated to at any doctor's office. The last time I visited the opthamologist, several years back, I don't remember being tested for eye dominance, but this time I was. I already knew that the results would show me to be cross eye dominant (right handed, but with a dominant left eye), but I let the doctor do his job. He confided to me that studies show that cross eyed dominant people were "highly intelligent," to which I replied, "That must be why more women than men are cross eye dominant." He laughed and then gave me a puzzled smile. "That's true, but how did you know?" I explained tat it was something useful to know about yourself if you were a shooter. He seemed a bit taken aback by this, and the subject closed there. Not long afterward I was visiting an old friend who was in town briefly with her young son. During her stay at her mother's, her 14-month-old had knocked her glasses off, breaking the frames. Since he had just gotten new glasses, she merely had the old prescription "read" and replaced. We discussed the high cost of eyewear and the limited number of styles. (She bought "indestructable" frames, although I'm sure Jaw will figure out a way around them.) I mentioned all the tests they do now, the doctor's assertion that someday I would need bifocals, and eye dominance. I showed her how to test herself for this phenomenon and mentioned that the doctor seemed surprised I knew anything about it. "Well," said Lucia, "you don't look like a shooter. This evolved into a friendly argument about what shooters "look like," with my mentioning several of our mutual acquaintances who shoot (and all look different from one another as you might expect). On my drive home from the suburbs, I decided I was mildly disturbed that a friend of over 20 years (for whom I had once allowed myself to be clad in peach lace and tafetta) would say I didn't look like a shooter. It never occured to me that "not looking like a shooter" was in any way a compliment. I should have, perhaps, probed further, so that I had a clearer picture of what a woman with my same educational and social background, and a mere 11 days older than me, thought a shooter looked like. Perhaps I should start stopping people in movie lines, bookstores, airports, coffee shops, etc., whom I considered outwardly similar and ask them what shooters looked like? I didn't, however, perhaps because I find this kind of man-on-the-street psychology unsettling when I encounter it elsewhere. In the end, all I was left with was a reinforcement of the tenant that shooters have an image problem. And that it is one that grows graver. A doctor should not be startled that a patient participates in activity like shooting and friends, who know you to be sober and industrious (but who may have occasionally seen you otherwise) should not have a pejorative judgement in mind--as if you alone were the exception to an unwritten an unspoken rule that shooters somehow "don't look like us." I had intended, originally, to comment here about a different kind of image--the fictional one discussed by Susan Wittig Albert, beginning on Page 18. The idea that authors present an image of woman who shoots or own guns to other people who probably aren't gunowners, and what that all may mean. I think this kind of "imaging" is important to us for a number of reasons. How we appear in popular culture goes a long way toward how we appear in the "real world" to others. Our impressions of others, different than ourselves, have always been drawn in that way. When I discussed the feature initially with Susan I told her that W&G readers always seemed interested in the way "they" were presented in books, television and the movies. That, having made a tough, thoughtful decision that, in many cases, changed their life, they were fascinated with fictional images of women doing the same, and that they often called such examples to our attention (commonly, with a disappointement that it wasn't done right). I guess it is up to us individually to wage a campaign of image repair--to occasionally remind friends that it is I, your boon companion, that owns an "assault rifle," or me, your office mate, with a "Saturday Night Special" near to hand. With the image of a gunowner thus exploded it should be easy enough to explain what terms like"assault weapon" and "Saturday Night Special" really means. Image matters. That's why a picture of a group of people--say a mouther, father, their grown (eyeglass wearing) daughter, a friend and his two young teenage daughters in the sunny summer countryside might also contain the seven handguns and three rifles they were enjoying that afternoon and not seem at all out of place. Peggy Tartaro, Executive Editor